lili

[whitewalls]

I WILL PUT A MEME HERE LATER

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[whitewalls]

[ binch

she... considers ]

I was just thinking that while our situations aren't exactly the same, they're a little similar.

[coastal]

[ . . . she nods a little bit.]

I'm exiled from the capitol of my tribe - since I committed treason. I'm away from him but he still gave me a place to stay and.. there's no locks on the doors.

[so... it means something, she supposes]

[whitewalls]

There doesn't have to be locks to feel trapped.

But... are you happy where you are? After you left?

[coastal]

... it got complicated - I'm not there anymore either. I'm at the capitol castle now.

[she's so mobile but,,]

... I'm happier now, I think. Because I can choose to do whatever I want. I make mistakes and I get mad when other people pay for them but...

It's better than before, even if I feel selfish for it.

[whitewalls]

It's not that selfish.

Sometimes people imagine a path for you that... isn't the path you actually need to take in order to grow as a person.

[coastal]

No, I agree with that, but...

I think sometimes I feel selfish, when I do what's important to me - but it puts me and my loved ones in danger.

[she strums another chord]

But I can't stop, because that means ignoring people who are suffering.

... what about you? What were you doing before this?

[whitewalls]

Right before?

[ ... ]

Nothing really. My job was over, so...

[coastal]

... Over...?

So what were you going to do next?

[whitewalls]

[ how do you nicely explain to someone that you no longer exist as a person and are currently chilling in someone's heart ]

... I'm not sure.

[ nailed it ]

[coastal]

[ . . . . ]

Okay - so what do you want to do?

[whitewalls]

... there's a lot of things, but it's a little complicated.

[coastal]

[ . . . .

she just

gestures vaguely for naminé to go on]

[whitewalls]

Where I am currently.... there really isn't much I can do.

Axel is ahead of me in our timeline while here, and he told me that they come get me in the future though.

[coastal]

[ . . . wait - ]

You're -

Alone again?

[whitewalls]

[ the answer is both yes and no, because she always has kairi, which is more than she had before. except she can't interact with her or anyone else

but it's still preferable to castle oblivion. ]

I guess so...

[coastal]

[it makes her pause and even if it's not her fault and she has nothing to do with it - ]

... I'm sorry.

I'm glad that they come to get you later.

It's not possible to escape or anything before then, is it...?

[whitewalls]

[ she just shakes her head. ]

Where I am... it's impossible to leave on your own. The normal way would mean something very bad happened, so knowing that they figured out a way to do is safely is a relief.

[coastal]

[ . . . ]

I don't think I can really understand - even though I get why you're being vague too.

[lili isn't really entitled to naminé's life story?

but also - ]

... at least it's something nice to hope for, to look forward to. Even if it's also probably a little weird to know your future.

[whitewalls]

A little, but I don't mind that much. I'd worry more otherwise if Axel refused to tell me anything. I'd assume the worst.

[ because axel is a shady fucker when he wants to be ]

[coastal]

It's your future, so you should get to know what might be in it.

[it's that simple as far as she's concerned]

... but I'm glad it's not the worst.

[whitewalls]

[ i mean, roxas will later on inform her that shit is bad actually, but as of right now she does not know that ]

... me too.